Great way to celebrate 3 months with the best girl on the planet
is all done. It’s been done for a couple days now. I’m just now getting around to noting it. They say time flies when you’re having fun, yada yada, but in a way, it felt like a really long year. Just thinking about who I was on 1/1/12 and who I am on 1/3/13 feels crazy. I’ve changed for the better in a lot of ways, but have often felt like I’ve changed for the worse as well. Are you still a bad person if you can feel yourself becoming a bad person? I don’t think bad people have that sense of guilt. A lot of people have left my life. A lot have entered it and left too. A few unlucky bastards have stuck around presumably to warn the ones who haven’t showed up yet.
I don’t really have any resolutions because everyday I think about what I’m trying to do, who I want to be, etc. A lot of those things are in my control and a lot of it is out of my hands, but none of it has anything to do with it being January now. I’m all for whatever gets people motivated these days though.
In 2013 I hope to continue the direction I’m moving and ideally make it a little less bipolar than 2012. It got a little rocky there at times, but I’d still call it the best year of my life. I’m excited for what lies ahead in 2013.